It's Hard...
It's hard to live in a place where you are new. You have no friends, no outlets, no freedom. You feel like nobody.
It's hard to live in a world when nobody understands you, its hard for you to make them understand you.
Sometimes you'll feel like there's nobody left for you.
It's so hard to be alone when being alone is the only option where in you can be happy and being alone is the only option where in you can only think of yourself only on your own.
At first I can't live without anyone beside me but now I want to be alone, Its sad but I don't know I want to be alone at times.
Lord, you gave me what I wanted, Im so very thankful but now its getting far its getting too fast I don't know what to say, It's just that I feel so alone I feel so dark. I don't know how to tell you and I don't want to say that I don't want in here get me out of here, I've been crying for this to you almost all my life but now I have...I think I screwed up and I ruined it...did I? Lord did I?.
I don't need the appreciation and the gratitude. I need someone who could make me feel I belong to them like bonding moments like laugh so hard even if there's no sense and there's nothing funny.
Lord, I don't know what's the reason behind this, what was the purpose of this in the future? Why would I feel emptiness and unhappiness? But I tell you Lord all I want is to be happy to enjoy my life while you were giving me a chance to live, I want to live my life the fullest, I want to be positive I want to do good things and I still want to do things I want on my own.
But even if I want to be happy on my own I can't... :( I want to live in a world where I cannot use the music to be an outlet of my unhappiness and my emptiness. Would you give me that place? Iam knocking at your door Lord. I want to be good, good enough to do thing s I wan on my own... :) Thank you Lord I know you're always listening :)
It's hard to live in a world when nobody understands you, its hard for you to make them understand you.
Sometimes you'll feel like there's nobody left for you.
It's so hard to be alone when being alone is the only option where in you can be happy and being alone is the only option where in you can only think of yourself only on your own.
At first I can't live without anyone beside me but now I want to be alone, Its sad but I don't know I want to be alone at times.
Lord, you gave me what I wanted, Im so very thankful but now its getting far its getting too fast I don't know what to say, It's just that I feel so alone I feel so dark. I don't know how to tell you and I don't want to say that I don't want in here get me out of here, I've been crying for this to you almost all my life but now I have...I think I screwed up and I ruined it...did I? Lord did I?.
I don't need the appreciation and the gratitude. I need someone who could make me feel I belong to them like bonding moments like laugh so hard even if there's no sense and there's nothing funny.
Lord, I don't know what's the reason behind this, what was the purpose of this in the future? Why would I feel emptiness and unhappiness? But I tell you Lord all I want is to be happy to enjoy my life while you were giving me a chance to live, I want to live my life the fullest, I want to be positive I want to do good things and I still want to do things I want on my own.
But even if I want to be happy on my own I can't... :( I want to live in a world where I cannot use the music to be an outlet of my unhappiness and my emptiness. Would you give me that place? Iam knocking at your door Lord. I want to be good, good enough to do thing s I wan on my own... :) Thank you Lord I know you're always listening :)
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