Losing you...

Mommy, you left us May 13, 2019 at 1:45 am :( it hurts mommy, I will learn it the hard way of moving on. I let you go like a child letting go of his kite :( today is May 15, its your brother's birthday :( Its been a long day without you but its just 2 days ago.. :( Mommy, no more suffering no more pain, heaven is the best place for you and you may take your rest and feel relaxed. Until we meet again Mommy :( I can't go for a long post about you because I've witnessed everything and I can't forget your last image :( I can't forget your last suffering and your last everything I don't want to witness everything :( but I have no choice but to witness all of it, it pinches my heart Mommy :( I can't mommy :( I love you... but I have to let you go thank you for everything :) when you were sorry because you've not been a good mom to me how i wish we were together when you were still stronger and happier so that I have memories with you loving me so much. I've been longing for you for so long and then, when I met you imcstill longing for you now, i lost you I am still longing for you its too much mommy and its overwhelming. BUt now you're at rest we're all at peace and Iam rest assured God is taking good care of you with Daddy and there of you there :)