PLEASE HELP ME

Please Lord, help me find myself. Please remove all the obstacles, for, I want to enjoy every bit of myself, Please Lord, please help me :) For every chance, for every opportunity, you have to say NO because, you have to do this, you have to do that. You have limited time, limited, space, limited of everything :( I can't earn much and I feel so helpless about it. IM FINE... THE MOST COMMON LIE. I can't afford anything today and its killing me and I feel so bad. When you're so tired you did your best, you did everything, you're working hard for every energy you've got but still, its not enough to compensate everything. I'm exhausted and I'm desperate. A BIG PART OF ME WANTS YOU TO GO, A part of me wants you to stay, but if you have to stay ILL BE THE ONE TO GO. PLEASE COOPERATE.